4/19/2009

Grand experiment, take 2


In four days, I will get back on the rollercoaster.

A bigger harder faster scarier more exhilarating fuckin' ride, and I have no idea when I will reach the end of THAT line, and I have no idea how I will feel at the end, or in the middle, or even in the first moments. I can speculate, and that's all.

I am doing this for myself. It's high time I did more of that.

I might lose everything, but then again, I might find that I gain far more than I ever imagined possible. I am getting onto the ride and leaving my fear standing wide-eyed on the worn wooden platform.
I am inching towards myself, and also away....

re-invention. evolution. transformation.

This tender boy is off to the races.

Giddy-up!